Reading memoirs is cathartic. They offer tiny glimpses into someone else's life. Sometimes they make a reader breathe a sign of relief.
Hepola, who was a writer before and after becoming sober, also found stories cathartic. She would often read about addicts with relief that she "wasn't that bad."
Eventually, however, it did become "that bad." One particularly bad episode in Paris, when Hepola was starting out as a journalist, left her mortified for years. She woke up in a stranger's room with no idea how she had gotten there.
Hepola, who had her first blackout at twelve, continued to drink in high school. Attending University of Texas at Austin, Hepola was caught in a downward spiral.
She describes the unnerving feeling of whole chunks of her life disappearing as if they were "scooped...by a melon baller."
Hepola drank to ease her anxieties about her weight and her social status in school:
I needed alcohol to drink away the things that plagued me. Not just my doubts about sex – my self-consciousness, my loneliness, my insecurities, my fears.
Later, she drank because she thought it helped her writing. After college she wrote for the entertainment section of an Austin, Texas newspaper.
After re-evaluating her life, Sarah embarks upon a painful journey of sobriety.
We've heard this story told many times, in many different forms, but never told so well.
Blackout: Remembering the Things I Drank to Forget was a New York Times bestseller.
Similar stories about addiction:
Jacobsen, Lea. Bar Flower.
Laing, Olivia. The Trip to Echo Spring.
Vargas, Elizabeth. Between Breaths: a Memoir of Panic and Addiction.
More memoirs:
Parravani, Christa. Her: A Memoir.
Cahalan, Susan. My Brain on Fire.
Mcbride, Regina. Ghost Songs: A Memoir.
Hugo was released six years ago. Since then its lost none of its charm.
Hugo is a well-shot and well-acted movie that also happens to have a beautiful message.
I first became aware of the book which I always meant to read. The book is a marvelously illustrated and written by Brian Selznick.
Wonderful moments abound in this film, like Hugo hanging on to the arms of enormous clock. The scene looks like something out of the silent film Safety Last. The film honors silent films and silent film makers so this scene is so fitting.
One of the best aspects of the movie, however, is the theme.
Standing near the clear dial of the clock, which is an enormous window, Hugo realizes that the world is like an enormous machine.
If someone has lost their purpose, they are broken, just like the automaton Hugo's father found. Yet, that doesn't mean they can't be "fixed" or redeemed.
"Are you a fixer?" Isabelle asks Hugo. Humbly, he says, "I think so."
The villain of the story and the movie has a prosthetic leg, which he needs because of a war injury.
The war has left him embittered; plus, he has had a terrible childhood. Consequently, he delights in locking up and terrorizing orphaned children.
Even this character though is "fixed," in the end, as he returns with a working leg, presumably fixed by Hugo and Papa Georges.
In a town called Fairfolk, which lies close to the woods, mysterious things always happened.
Things get even stranger after someone breaks into a glass coffin that holds a strange, horned boy. For years, townspeople have told stories about this local legend.
Local teens, Hazel and Ben, have repeated those stories and even created some of their own. Other Fairfolk townspeople may have doubted that he was real--stating he was a statue.
Hazel not only knows the Prince is real but she also wants to be the one that saves him from the curse.
One night Hazel does break the spell that binds him. She can't remember that night, though, because of a bargain she had made with the Folk.
Wanting music lessons for her brother, she gave the Folk seven years of her life. As a result, Hazel is "losing time." Disappearing in the middle of the night to do errands for them, Hazel has no memories of the events later.
Mysterious, intriguing, and fast-paced, this a wonderful YA read. Even if there are some mature themes, Hazel is a hero most girls can look up to. She save a city, her brother, a prince, and most importantly herself.
If you like this novel, you may like Holly Black's A Modern Faeries Tale series, which includes Tithe, Valiant, and Ironside.
Reading memoirs is cathartic. They offer tiny glimpses into someone else's life. Sometimes they make a reader breathe a sign of relief.
